Being alone sucks…

  Before streaming, before the internet, before CD’s, there was the time of radio. Even then, I carried imprints from my past and wounds for my future.  In 1982 one song captured my heart. I had to know the depths of it. (yup I was 11, but a pisces moon growing up in the most […]

The Hitchhiker – an encounter with the divine

  Every story I’ve shared actually happened. This story is no different. It was 2 days before my wedding to Crystal and my heart was heavy. I’d been married before and while I would not change anything about my past, I was hesitant to marry again, even though I’d been told by God, this was […]

It really isn’t “fair” is it?

  When my family and I were in Texas for Crystal’s medical treatments, every day was a challenge. The energy of the city, the massive amount of people, the anger, it was so much! Damn those mirrors always reflecting back to me! (other people) It would be easy to say that I’ve changed and relaxed […]

From Anger to Love

The jumps we make on the ladder of emotion are not always easy. In fact, sometimes they can feel impossible. In a single day, all of my beliefs and the way I saw the world changed. Anger faded. It happened about 5 years ago in a 3 day meditation. I’m going to give you the […]